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Q: Are you Doctor Plasmatron?
A: no, I am one of the Doctor's research
assistants, and sometimes a test subject.
Q: Why do you look like that?
A:
The standardization of my appearance has evolved for several
reasons. By
adopting a very basic colour and utilitarian presentation I
remove myself from western society's attempted mastery over
plumage, to settle on a consistent manifestation which hopefully
downplays messages sent to others, and forces them to pay attention
to the person in the clothes, rather than their interpretation of the clothes (always a noise riddled message
depending too much on relative interpretation, i never said what
i was doing worked as intended).
Q: Why black? A: Initially it
came from being around theatre stagecrafters a lot. People behind
the stage wear black to avoid attracting attention when going
about what they need to do; their presence is in support of the
main attraction, not the attraction its self. Growing up I found
I enjoyed being a component of the background functions rather
than a point of attention, so I adopted the black clothes of the
stagecrafters. All the world is a stage and all... This way I
felt i could similarly use the dark colour to blend with shadows,
corners, and dark rooms, allowing me to interact with a situation
with less direct influence on it. Perhaps this could be thought
of as trying to measure the experiment of life without stewing
the data too much with my own influence on the parameters.
The clothing is largely utilitarian, favouring strong fabrics,
well placed pockets, strong stitching, and durability. This is
because i feel clothing does not need to be replaced nearly as
often as the fashion industry would have us believe. Good
clothing will last a person for years, and if the colours fade
they can be dyed back down, so having the same set of clothes for
5-6 years at a time (and longer) obviously lends its self to
consistency.
I also find black to be the most neutral colour in our
society, if worn exclusively. A person can get away wearing all
black in our culture and not be noticed that much, whereas
someone dressed entirely in any other uniform colour will tend to
stick out. Black has long been associated with evil and/or
hipsterism, so there are some projections which must be accepted
with that, but nothing is perfect.
Q: Why dress the same all the time?
A:
Consistency is another component of neutralizing fashion. It is
also reflective of a consistency i try and maintain in other
aspects of my life. I see no reason to develop and maintain
numerous presentations of myself when i am not my clothing. If
people were shown a consistent appearance, they would hopefully
come to ignore appearance in their own heads when interacting
with me. However this practice backfires if consistency is not
maintained; variations can attract extra undue attention due to
previously perceived consistency. (affinity and contract can sometimes bite you in the ass)
There is some variation in my clothing, mostly for utilitarian
purposes (hot/wet/cold weather), but occasionally there are
social reasons. In our society people are conditioned to appear
in context to the social environment as well as the natural one
(i.e. dressing up for the opera). While I am generally opposed to
this, I understand that fighting it vehemently can attract
unwanted attention, negating other reasons for my consistent
dress. Therefore i have struck a balance by adopting a colour and
style which can blend into many situations, and requires minor
adjustment in more extreme circumstances. I can look sharp,
casual, working class, art school, bourgeois, tough, sensitive...
The cultural ambiguity of black dress can allow me to be in a
wide range of environments without sticking out too much like an
interloper. The lack of labels and logos keep the clothes
timeless in a culture of seemingly scheduled fashion trend
consumption.
I also find that consistent and neutral dress can provoke
people to project their own appearance and personality
assumptions onto me. This is an undesirable side effect which can
help understand more about the projector. I frequently find that
when a person gets a strong message from the way i look, it is often a
message which tells more about them than it does about me.
We are also in a society which uses costume to develop and
project a persons personality. I disagree with the dominant
images of personality and the image-based categorization of
people's drives and values, so by dressing consistently neutral i
try to avoid falling into stereotype traps, and am left to
develop my individuality through the contents of my beliefs and
actions, not through projected behaviour associated with a
particular look.
Besides, buying clothes in bulk saves money, makes doing
laundry a snap, and uses time more productively than being out
shopping for clothes. Shopping malls are horrendous places.
Q: Are you a skinhead? A: I
shave my head because i'd be bald otherwise anyway, and this also
fits with consistency of a neutral appearance. A shaved head can
look intimidating, but can also look soft/infantile, or
intelligent. The dominant culture images of bald men do tend to
be thugs and aggressors, so I accept that the majority of
assumptions people may make about my appearance may be
intimidating, there is nothing I can do to combat this except for
being a nice person when interacting, those assumptions are their
problem (though i may suffer the consequences). I have tried to
think of a way to combat this assumption of aggression, but
ultimately any solutions (growing some hair, styling it somehow)
offset other reasons for keeping it shorn. I figure aging will
take care of it eventually though.
Q: What's with your glasses?
A:
I wear glasses because i wig out poking myself in the eye with
a contact lens. I chose the style of frame in accordance with the
rest of my dress; consistency and neutrality were key. I used to
have thick 'buddy holly' frames which I felt would convey a sense
of timelessness and avoid fad, however i found that they
attracted undue attention, so i have since moved to a lighter
frame which is both less expensive as well as more common. Since
i have a health plan at work which allows for glasses each year,
i have obtained several copies of the same frame, acting as
"backups" and retaining a sense of consistency to my
presentation for years to come.
Q: Do you like Andy Warhol a lot?
A:
what I know of Andy Warhol I don't like. I think his reasons for
dressing as he did, with consistency, was to _build_ a projected
personality, not neutralize one. If anything, i feel i am
anti-Warhol, though my presentation can not be understood as such
unless a person sees past the presentation to understand it's
reasons, because of the work Andy Warhol did. If someone were to
dress like me for emulation, they are missing the point.
I also do not agree with Andy Warhol's ideas on the art
industry and production. I am a hands-on person who feels the act
of creation is the reason to create (see below) so mass producing
something makes no sense beyond a
money making effort. i do not manufacture culture, I make stuff
for people. The art industry (which Andy Warhol made an
artwork of its self) relies mostly on the cult of personality and
assigning abstracted value to cultural souvenirs made of the
ideas the purchaser was not a part of. That doesn't inspire me.
Q: Who are you trying to be? A:
Myself. I admit freely that my identity is consciously (and
unconsciously) constructed, I make no secret of my "real"
name and do not downplay the fact that "olo J. Milkman"
is a constructed identity. This is part parody of the
entertainment industry's presentation of falsity as reality to
make celebrity life more desirable. I also feel we construct our
identities largely consciously, though few like to admit such
conscious steering, and by hyperbolizing my presentation i make
this obvious so that people can both see through it as well as
appreciate it for the feedback sent by it. Hopefully they will
then also see their own personality constructs and can learn to
better form their own identity instead of allowing market forces
and cultural pressure to build it for them.
Q: Do you sell much art?
A:
Almost none, i prefer giving things i make away to people i know
and interact with. The objects i make are sometimes souvenirs of
people's interactions with me, and that interaction is really the
creative component of the object. So, to keep from having a room
full of my own crap, I give the products away to those who
appreciate both their appearance and the act of their creation. I
don't oppose selling things i do creatively, but more often than
not i find people want a product for the personal connection it
represents, and strangers don't "get it". So if someone wants to buy something, I'd rather befriend them first to figure out what to give them, than just take the cash and crank out something they want.
Q: Why are you so big on creativity?
A:
Creativity is a part of human nature we all have the capacity
for, but mass culture seeks to suppress the creative drive and
supplant it with a consumptive drive, in order to support a
smaller caste of creatives in a hierarchical structure.
Creativity should not be an industry, it is ideally a component
of everyone's daily life, so commonplace as to be largely
meaningless to anyone outside of the person directly experiencing
the creativity, or products thereof. I try to be creative in
everyday life as a functioning component of everything i do; from
modifying objects I purchase to suit them to my use, to
generating new creative projects/moments. Advanced creativity is
one of the factors that separates us from other earth animals,
our awareness and use of it have brought rapid development to
technological mastery which in turn leads to planetary mastery
and further into universal mastery. If god made us in its image,
I see god as the "creative drive", and we are in its
image because we partially understand and use creativity to
evolve our species and manifest new ideas. Therefore "artworks"
are god's "leftovers", the meal being the thought
process.
Q: Why did you start Product Of Neglect
Art Collective Ltd.? A: initially it was formed to
parody institutionalized creativity, and offer friends an
umbrella of "legitimacy" in the parody to collaborate
with me. However, very few other people were interested in
participating in my creative endeavours, so i decided the parody
could be extended to show how one person could fill the numerous
roles of an arts collective. Since I feel creativity is not
limited to one skill or discipline, putting the myriad of forms
my cultural souvenirs took under one name, gave the appearance
that there was more than one person behind it all, while at the
same time it's satirical nature made it fairly obvious (to me at
least) that everything was coming from a common ideology or
person.
PONACL was also used to parody creative people who feel a need
to form groups to support each others creativity. Perhaps it's
fierce independence on my part, but I feel people's creativity
should be able to stand on its own, as it is a manifestation of
their person overall. I feel collectives are primarily a social
construct, the social support being its main function (though
yes, it also pools some resource and can spread skills), and I am
not looking to be a member of something I feel i provide for
myself (developmental encouragement and engagement in what i am
doing). That said, collaboration is an enjoyable and useful
creative activity, it just doesn't need to have a collective
title applied to it, as labels define borders, so why put up
those walls?
Q: Why didn't you turn it into an actual
collective?
A: Collectives tend to form social "scenes"
which isn't my motivation to create. Social movements are another
thing altogether, as they are made up of individuals with a
common purpose working towards a common outcome. I
characterize social scenes as mob mentalities making decisions based on
maintenance and growth of the social structure, maintaining established (or establishing) social hierarchies.
That said, i do not rule out recurring collaborators or hanging
with those of like mind. What interests me is recognizing
recurring participants with common interests but different
approaches. The law of averages dictates that I am not
going to line up ideologically with an entire collective of
people, I'll want to psychically pimpslap many of the people in the group,
and they'll kick me out for belligerence (or more likely i'll
just stop showing up).
Q: So PONACL was just used to promote
art by olo J. Milkman? A: PONACL, presented as a
"collective", was meant to distract "identity
attention" from the idea that the entire effort was one
person, anonymizing the activities through aliases (olo J.
Milkman itself an alias) to represent the many sides of
creativity and personality which can make up a single body of
work. It also attempted to disarm egomaniacal projection. I know;
it was all a kind of contradictory parody; one person as
collective to show how collectives could be meaningless while at
the same time using the anonymity of a collective to downplay the
singular initiative, ...but life's like that sometimes. By
keeping a consistent theme/style/overtone to the output of
PONACL, I wanted to show people that a person could do many
creative things, that creativity is not a single discipline, and
creative individuals are not defined by their skill set. Rather
it was an array of manifestations and skills which could be
learned well enough through iteration and error to express a
desired outcome, and that this capacity in a creative person is
ongoing. Creating in only one medium gives a person a limited
vocabulary to deal with, so PONACL told this by its self being a
product of a primarily singular creative effort, but speaking in
many tongues.
Q. You got something against art school?
A: When I asked people who had been to art school what the most valuable thing they got from it was, every
single one of them answered it was the friends they made. I
do not deny that certain scientific skills are taught in art
school which can broaden the language a creative person has to
speak with, but by and large it seemed to me that people went to
art school for social reasons, and I don't agree with paying for
that experience. I would much rather learn to make ceramics by
spending time with a friend and working on something together, or
just asking them to teach me. This requires having a friend who
does ceramics in the first place, but I feel that in a healthy
community, if there is a desire to explore something, there will
be someone around to click with on that level. That said, I'm not
saying that anything i believe works as planned. Socio-cultural
borders can keep people of like mind from bridging the "cool"
gap or whatnot, so that's where paying someone to put you in a
classroom together can come in handy. It can be just as effective
to walk up and say hello for free though.
Q: So what's with the whole cult and
science references along with the art stuff?
A: Art,
science, and religion tend to get stuck in tradition, assumption,
and ritual. I like to combine them all, and more, to show
harmonies between the ghettoization of groups. Art
requires Science for it's manifestation of Religion,
and all three can fall into the same traps of; expected result (mistaking the tool for the reason behind its use), hierarchal
knowledge, and position... These problems can manifest whenever a
group is formed, potentially betraying the reason the group was
formed in the first place. So the groups present in my creative output are a play on those ideas.
Q: What is with the boots? A:
Shoes are a person's interface to the planet, and while I would
like to be frolicking barefoot amidst the fall leaves and clover
meadows, the world we have constructed requires other attention.
I choose to put a thick degree of protection between me and the
planet, as well feel the weight of heavy feet which keep me
firmly planted on the ground. I buy my boots used from army
surplus stores, standard issue Canadian army parade boots (and
one set of 14 hole garrison boots for when the buildings fall). I
find it's best to have two pair, and since you're not paying
insane $100+ amounts on a single pair of 'sneakers' you can
afford a backup set of boots. Reason being; if you alternate
boots from day to day, you avoid smelly feet and shoes. Allowing
a pair of boots to lay fallow for 24 hours will kill off the
nasty smelling bacteria's, so the next time you put them back on
they're not a moist pungent parameceum playground. Parade boots
will last you years if cared for at a minimum. All it takes is a
boot polishing once every couple of months and they will keep
from cracking. Also, a steel toe is a really good thing, unless
you live in a very cold climate. Pre-worn boots also take less
time to break in to your own feet, and i find it's usually a day
or two of discomfort before they fit you like a glove for the
next 6-7 years. You'll want to re-sole them every couple of years
and this will effectively give you a new pair of shoes, and i
highly recommend changing the sole from the flat parade sole to a
hiking or "commando" sole for better grip, especially
in icy climates. Parade boots are also multi-function. Shine them
up nice and they can pass as formal wear, scuffs and worn patches
can give an impression of bohemia.
Q: Do you believe in compromise? A:
Yes, i feel at this point there are few people who do not have to
accept compromise. My ideological utopia could never exist within
current human society, so instead of push like hell to make that
happen and fail, i accept that it will not happen in my lifetime
(and potentially never) so in the words of Patti Smith: I don't
fuck with the past but I fuck plenty with the future. I do this
by trying to affect today in a manner so as to make tomorrow
(hopefully) more accepting of things i would like to bring to
humanity. Consider a petrie dish with two cultures of bacteria in
it. Both cultures eat away at the agar from their different sides
and eventually bump into each other. One culture is stronger than
the other and slowly begins to swallow up a larger percentage of
the agar, squeezing out the weaker culture to eventually destroy
it and have the petrie dish to its self. The weaker bacteria has
no chance of surviving as-is, the stronger bacteria requiring the
weaker's agar to expand it's footprint. So the weaker bacteria
takes the only route of survival available to it: mutation. It
tries to affect the stronger bacteria enough to seed its own
qualities on the stronger culture. It will not be the exact
culture which existed before, but it will also not cease to exist
entirely. It is a sad realization, but one i suspect many
kamikaze pilots and suicide bombers would understand. Sacrifice
for a larger effect. Thus, i don't think i will ever get to live
in a culture I find engaging, positive, understanding, etc... but
I can instead try and make what I don't like a little less of
what I don't like, and if enough people also do the same there is
a chance the stuff we don't like will eventually be unpalatable
on a larger scale, and the balance can shift. This is only a
chance though, buying a lottery ticket, it is not an expectation
that this plan will eventually "win" and create the
utopia. The utopia is lost (for me) and now all we can do is make
sure there's a corner of the cave we're allowed to sleep in, and
that Tor won't bash our heads in with a rock when we do the fire
dance he doesn't understand, but watches every full moon anyway. |